deviantART

 
:iconspookeriffic:

*Spookeriffic

Worst Buddhist Evar.
ProfileGalleryPrintsFavesJournal
About Me deviantART Subscriber Deviously Annoying Spookeriffic34/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
9 Month Subscription Statistics 171 Deviations
10,529 Comments
130,063 Pageviews
Sign up to follow this artist's work

Purpose

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 5, 2009, 8:54 PM


First, let me apologize. I'm almost never on deviantart anymore. My muse died, and I'm not sure she can be resurrected at this point.

Second: Please don't bother commenting on this journal. If you leave a comment, I most likely won't reply, and I'll make it invisible. Thanks.

On to the journal post.

I've been thinking a lot about Agent Smith in the second Matrix film. He gives a big long speech on each of us having a purpose. I've been thinking a long time on what my purpose is.

I don't seem to have one anymore.

I guess for a while it was to be a friend to others. I tried to take care of people, make sure they were happy. Took care of them when they were sick no matter the time of day or night. Listened when times were hard, not judging, not criticizing. If I had money, so do my friends. If they want food, I'll get them food, even if I have to cook it myself (and I'm a terrible cook).

Thinking about things, maybe I'm just a doormat. Despite my best attempts, I've lost my friends again. I'm just some kind of selfish asshole (so I've been told).

At this point, there's little else I can do to mend things. Nobody talks to me, and those who do, don't want to hear what I have to say. So I'll take my things, pull them back into my cave, and wait for nightfall.

-Spook

On Letting Go

Facebook me!

Spooky's Amazon.com Wishlist!

For the best in handmade goods, craft supplies & vintage, shop ETSY!

CURRENT COMMISSION LIST
Not accepting commissions at this time.

"The heart deceives, because it is never anything but the expression of the mind's miscalculations ... I don't know what the heart is, not I: I only use the word to denote the mind's frailties." - Marquis de Sade




:icongaybiworld::iconfollowers-of-eris::iconposeraddicts::iconpin-ups::iconctdasociety::iconbetterthanyou-chat::icon3dconnect:
:iconfetish-comunity::icongirls-girls-girls::iconthe-mask-club::iconcybergoths::icontradewinds3d::iconcityofartists:




:thumb53809430:









:thumb51788486:


Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting



Spookeriffic's Profile Page

CSS by =Benijamino




1 Comment | Previous Journal Entries
  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

deviantID

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Chattanooga, TN
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Men's large, women's XL or XXL
  • Print preference: Lustre finish, any size large than 10"
  • Favourite movie: The Matrix, 5th Element, Equilibrium, Dogma
  • Favourite band or musician: Velvet Acid Christ, Haujobb, Skinny Puppy, Das Ich
  • Favourite genre of music: Industrial, Noise
  • Favourite poet or writer: Clive Barker (Imajica was the best book I've ever read)
  • MP3 player of choice: My 2GB 2nd Gen Nano
  • Favourite game: City of Villains
  • Favourite gaming platform: XBox, PSP, GBA, PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Toki Wartooth
  • Personal Quote: "I have no time for lies or fantasy and neither should you. Enjoy or die." -Johnny Rotten
  • Tools of the Trade: Poser 7, Photoshop CS2

Webcam

Comments


*SDGRAPHICS:iconSDGRAPHICS: Jun 21, 2009, 11:29:35 AM
nice work you got there.

--
I WANT TO BREATH SMOKE
*neurotic-elf:iconneurotic-elf: Apr 22, 2009, 12:55:21 AM
:wave: it's been a while, but thaaaaank you so much for the :+fav: !!!!! :aww:

--
..escape with me from cold reality, into a dream..
:floating:
~rosenoelthorne:iconrosenoelthorne: Mar 12, 2009, 10:31:48 AM
Miss you, Spook. Hope you're doing well. All the love in the world sent your way. Be safe.
~incubuscharm:iconincubuscharm: Feb 6, 2009, 7:17:57 AM
my muse isn't dead.. just mostly sleepy or drunk...LOL..
=minimeowz:iconminimeowz: Jan 21, 2009, 7:29:21 PM
no.. page views aren't everything but they are when your friend repeatedly makes the smart ass comment "i've only posted 37 deviantations and have twice as many page views as you and have not even been a member as long as you have"

it sort of hurts the ego.

--
Just put some windex on it
*Spookeriffic:iconSpookeriffic: Jan 21, 2009, 7:36:08 PM
I know plenty of people on here with amazing artwork who have squat for pageviews. You want the secret to pageviews? Go to people's pages and leave comments, and comment on artwork. The more you're active outwardly, the more people will come to your page to see what you've got. Trust me on this. It's how I started. Good luck.

--
-Spooky
"This is my art, and it is dangerous!
Do you really think I want to die like this??"
- Delia Deetz, "Beetlejuice"
=minimeowz:iconminimeowz: Jan 21, 2009, 7:41:43 PM
i do
i add fav and leave thoughtful comments and i changed my icon to make it more interesting want to click on.
you can see on my main page how many comments i've left..
i've read the tips on the DA FAQ but it seems as though Y!A is a quick fix for the sake of beating my friend.
My friends art is vector.. and people just eat that stuff up on this site.. vector is the acrylic paint of the 21st century.. but my stuff is more traditional, conceptual, and surreal.
plus there is my literature etc.
i seem to not be "marketing" because i only make the thing i want to make.

--
Just put some windex on it
Previous Page12345...Next Page

Site Map