Had to reschedule my interview for Social Security. Ex couldn't get me my kids Social Security numbers in time.
Court on Tuesday. Are they going to throw me in jail? No clue, my lawyer still hasn't called me back.
Shadow's gf is visiting for the next two weeks, to help him get ready to move.
Connecticut mental health won't prescribe me anything for the short term to help me get through all this. They offered to prescribe me one dose of Ativan, for the day of my court date. My clinician's response when I told her I wasn't able to cope until then was "use your DBT skills, and remember to breathe."
If my motherfucking DBT skills were worth a damn, I wouldn't *need* to be medicated. I wouldn't be crying my eyes out every night. I wouldn't be isolating myself away from everyone and everything. I'd leave the house. I'd leave this chair. This screen.
It's just not worth this. Why is the struggle worth what I have? I've lost my kids, any money I had, my sense of self-worth, my dignity, and my heart. I'm a husk of a human being, and I'm tired of fighting the fight. The hardest part of living is deciding when enough is enough. There is no light at the end of the tunnel, there are no happy endings. There's just endings, and there's nothing happy about them.
Sometimes, things just aren't supposed to work out. I get that now.
-Zuri
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"The heart deceives, because it is never anything but the expression of the minds miscalculations ... I dont know what the heart is, not I: I only use the word to denote the minds frailties." - Marquis de Sade
Spooky's latest fixation: STEAMPUNK








Also be sure to check out the band Abney Park when you get a chance, I've been grooving to their song Root of all Evil, and I'm in love with it.


















































Devious Comments
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-Spooky
"This is my art, and it is dangerous!
Do you really think I want to die like this??"
- Delia Deetz, "Beetlejuice"
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Moments lost though time remains, I am so proud of what we were.
No pain remains, no feeling, eternity awaits.
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-Spooky
"This is my art, and it is dangerous!
Do you really think I want to die like this??"
- Delia Deetz, "Beetlejuice"
We really appreciate it.
-The Lastwear Crew
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When the Apocalypse comes you'll want to be dressed for it!
-and now you can be [link] Go Now!
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"Beyond the East the sunset, beyond the West the sea, and East and West the Wander-Thirst that will not let me be."
Gerald Gould - "Wander-Thirst".
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-Spooky
"This is my art, and it is dangerous!
Do you really think I want to die like this??"
- Delia Deetz, "Beetlejuice"
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"Beyond the East the sunset, beyond the West the sea, and East and West the Wander-Thirst that will not let me be."
Gerald Gould - "Wander-Thirst".
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-Spooky
"This is my art, and it is dangerous!
Do you really think I want to die like this??"
- Delia Deetz, "Beetlejuice"
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"What a pair of swindlers!" he said, admiringly. "Gentlemen of the road, hustling a kingdom! Who are you?"
"You gotta know when to hold 'em, know when to fold 'em. Know when to walk away, know when to run." Kenny Rogers: 'The Gambler'
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-Spooky
"This is my art, and it is dangerous!
Do you really think I want to die like this??"
- Delia Deetz, "Beetlejuice"
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"I reject your reality and substitute my own." - Adam Savage
"Ah, Greece, where everyone f*cks men and videogames are illegal. The way Zeus intended." - Anonymous
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-Spooky
"This is my art, and it is dangerous!
Do you really think I want to die like this??"
- Delia Deetz, "Beetlejuice"
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gallery | Are you addicted? website
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'I never look back - it distracts from the now.' Edna (The Incredibles).
Website [link] Check it out, I'm available right now for corsetry, costume and bridal commissions.
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-Spooky
"This is my art, and it is dangerous!
Do you really think I want to die like this??"
- Delia Deetz, "Beetlejuice"
Hoping to finagle together a steampunk cosplay for some upcoming conventions.. thanks for helping with the inspiration
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-Spooky
"This is my art, and it is dangerous!
Do you really think I want to die like this??"
- Delia Deetz, "Beetlejuice"
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-Spooky
"This is my art, and it is dangerous!
Do you really think I want to die like this??"
- Delia Deetz, "Beetlejuice"
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'I never look back - it distracts from the now.' Edna (The Incredibles).
Website [link] Check it out, I'm available right now for corsetry, costume and bridal commissions.
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Check out my store at [link] You'll find things from my gallery in there.
As Above, So below
The more you do it, the more you can do it, regardless of what it is.
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-Spooky
"This is my art, and it is dangerous!
Do you really think I want to die like this??"
- Delia Deetz, "Beetlejuice"
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Check out my store at [link] You'll find things from my gallery in there.
As Above, So below
The more you do it, the more you can do it, regardless of what it is.
--
-Spooky
"This is my art, and it is dangerous!
Do you really think I want to die like this??"
- Delia Deetz, "Beetlejuice"
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